I was supposed to go somewhere tonight but that changed. I have these meltdown's where I don't like anyone. I get made at anything and everything. I don't want NOBODY talking to me or anything. All I want to do is cry, but I don't know why. It sucks. I have been getting them more and more. I know for sure I am NOT pregnant & my ..... is irregular so I never know when mother nature will come for a visit. ANYWAY, I don't only get them near my ...... so I know that it can't be just that. It is so weird though.. It's like I hate everyone for a hour or two. Sometimes I just sleep it off but sometimes I get so mad that I can't fall sleep that I burst into tears. Crazy right? But today I just felt like I wanted to punch whoever talked to me. Nobody around me understands what is wrong with me so it's hard to tell them if I get mad or don't answer then they talk to me. It hurts though. Knowing I am being mean to people that love me; but honestly I can't stop it. It's like something is controlling me to act in such a sad/mad/depressed way. Maybe it is time for me to sit and talk to someone about my problem? I mean, it is a problem right? I need answers. I hate going through this little "meltdown". I feel sick, unwanted, mad, and sad all at the same time. I try and think happy but I just can't. Anyone out there have the same feeling? If so, comment on here OR dm me on twitter.
My twitter is Brittany5Bieber
Thanks,
XoXo;
Brittany <3
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