Truth.

            I'm 15. I'm not the skinniest girl in my class but i'm not the biggest. I do know that I need to be more healthy. When I was born I stayed in the hospital all the time because of health. I was small and I was sick, A LOT. At the age of 3 I was diagnosed with Asthma. I know, it don't sound that big of a deal, but trust me, it was. Not only that, by the age 6 I have had 2 kidney surgery's & my tonsils was taken out. Not only was my mom dealing with a sick child, she was dealing with my older sister, a job, and having really not much money and on top of that, my dad left out of nowhere. I was on 6 different medicine having to take them each day till about 10. I'm not telling you this so you will feel sorry for me at all. I just have to say that being on all that medicine made me gain tons of weight. Right now, I'm not too bad weight wise but I know it's not healthy. I think that the world today is crazy. Little kids weight more than I do. It's sad. To me, I believe that everyone is beautiful but I also believe that everyone should be healthy. Thinking about this more I decided that I was going on a diet. I'm cutting out all soda's, chocolate & I'm going to work out. I know that it will take a while and a lot of hard work but i'm totally up to it. I think at then end, not only will I be healthy, but I will feel healthy. But, I'm not doing this for anyone but me. I also believe that you can't lose weight unless you really have you're mind set to do it. My house is full of junk food but I am going to be strong and choose the healthy road. Lately I have been going through a lot. I have been having crazy pains in my neck. I have had them for a year or two now but it's getting worse. It is getting to the point where my whole head will hurt. Sometimes I cry because I'm so scared that if I don't get healthy soon my sickness will get worse. I have more stuff going on with my body, not just my neck. When I was telling my friend (who is over weight, but i love her like my sister) about how I was going to stop drinking water she kind of pissed me off. She (is a very big Christian, and there is NOTHING wrong with that) but she told me that God created everyone different and he loves us no matter what size, color and shape we was. True. I know that, BUT God always wants us to be healthy right? I mean I know God will love me for who I am but he also wants be to be HAPPY & HEALTHY & if being skinnyer(if thats a word) means being happy & healthy; than I think he will love me just the same <3